watkins wrote:Have you ever read one of your posts? Everything you say either involves far too much forethought about how exactly you plan to kill someone, or next to no thought about the consequences of your actions. Youre impulsive and inexperienced. You lack the self control.
I lack self-control?
I've been in situations where I've had the option to defend myself? You know what? I didn't.
You know what else? Taking a human life is the biggest decision anyone could ever have to make.
It's no small matter. You THINK I lack the self-control... But in situations where I could've opened up and
legally beaten somebody bloody, I did not.
You don't know me well enough to know my level of self-control...
Sorry if I sound like an ass, but the side of me you see on the internet doesn't give you a whole lot of insight.
Furthermore, if I wind up in a situation where it's kill or be killed, it's better if I know what I'm going to do and stand prepared to do it.
Whether you know it or not, I ALWAYS consider the consequences of my actions thoroughly. Just because you don't see me doing it doesn't mean it won't happen. I know every bit of law I need to on self-defense, reasonable and excessive force, etc. In the dojo, we were
required to discuss the ramifications of actions of self-defense across the board, from a simple counterstrike to taking a human life.
I've been thinking about that question for three years, and have no qualms about taking someone out if they're out to cause harm to myself, or any other innocent, and that includes you, as you are an innocent human being.
Sorry to burst your bubble, but you don't know me well enough to make that judgement.
Furthermore, what I say on the internet doesn't mean jack shit. I'm a lot more of a sensible person than anyone realizes.